Guides are always the best bet. There's a few users with better suggestions than my own as they are more modernized, despite that, I stick by faq_man and Irish's guide. Just skip over hour counts and ensure that you don't take everything in word by word, as it's more of something you should loosely follow and not follow like a strict set of rules.
Possession Explained by Piano Felight “Possession” refers to a tulpa’s ability to control the physical body. To newer systems, it may seem like a daunting and difficult task to achieve. However, it is
I'm 31 and tried to make a tulpa in March 2016. Think I lost it before it could do that much, it was a purple cloud of ... poof? o.o I called it Poof, then the name Alan popped up. Then I kind of lost him o.o I didn't even noticed when he would have turned 2 years because I thought he was gone. I don't know, maybe he is since he didn't get that far o.o He just liked playing Yatzy and sent me some head pressures and feelings sometimes but other than that ... Not much.
I have wondered about maybe try to create a tulpa with only the form of a fictional character since it might be easier to focus on. I don't know :/ I think that Alan is gone. or could I like try to make this new one and say that it's the one I (kind of) had but only changed form and name? Is it still the same? Ugh, I don't know. Maybe I should never had started :/
I had a friend asking me how Alan was and I felt super bad when I was like "uh, I think he is gone ... like a long time ago. I haven't paid attention to him like I should" :/
10:30 PM
it's hard ... I mean, he is technically soon 2,5 years old but haven't been active more than like maybe half a year. But sometimes when I talk to my online friend and he mentions him it's like "i'm here" and then my doubt just "oh, I just wish, but it's been so long". Stupid doubt and thinking that I just make him up and that he's not actually here anymore ._.'(edited)
It just feels weird because he wasn't ... vocal when I ... abandoned him ... or well, it was more like it is now, feelings of "I'm here" or "yay!" or short stuff like that, and I don't even know if that is him or me looking for him to say something o.o
How did you know that you tulpa was your tulpa? I mean, many people I hear say that you should question stuff so how do you know? Then some people say that you should think that everything is your tulpa, and never doubt o.o
10:39 PM
I think my parrotnoia is horrible because I expect to little and doubt everything :/
10:43 PM
Hm, then Alan has definitely told me "i'm here!" way too many times and I just have waved it away o.o but he doesn't say much more than that, so I find it hard to start to have a conversation with him. Wow, I really doubt him a lot, poor thing o.o Maybe I should try to listen if he's like "I'm here" even if he's not like actually saying anything, or maybe at least acknowledge him
That is when I type what I think he's saying, right? Hm, it has happened a few times. Often it has been the same things, like "Hello! :D" or "Hello and welcome and stuff! :D" . Short things but like with that really happy feeling and smiley o.o So I guess he's happy just to be able to like ... talk ... even if he hasn't anything important to say.
And yeah, I can totally get what you said about him maybe not saying so much because of my doubt and ... shving him away o.o
I actually made him his own Gmail and FB account ... but deleted it after a couple of months when I thought he was gone. He wasn't very active but was at least participating in a "association game" with words. But he was like the only one active in that thread after a while o.o
11:02 PM
That easy type of game: X type a word, next person type a word that they come to think of, next person too and so on. Easy but it was a good way to get easily translated feelings or words from him.(edited)
Time here is 1:20AM and I'm having a head ache so I think I will go to bed and see if I can find Alan before I'm going to sleep. Thank you so much for your inputs, I really appreciate them! Good night!
question: do tulpas in a singular-tulpa system get lonely with just their host? if so, how can they gain social interaction outside of creating another tulpa?
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